Saturday, December 29, 2007

Jigsaw Puzzle


It's a puzzle isn't it?
A jigsaw puzzle
Where you look for the missing pieces
And make them into a masterpiece

Life is a jigsaw puzzle
Is that what it is?
Where you go through bits and pieces of journey
And when its time for life to end
You suddenly realized the meaning
Of you being in this world
Thats what life is:
A jigsaw puzzle

Scar


Each scar
No matter how deep
Or how shallow
It is a scar of its own

Each scar
Has its own memories
Its own history
Its own meaning

Each scar made
Will stay forever
No matter how far it heals
Or how faint it is

Thursday, October 25, 2007

A New Life


In a group of ducklings
I was the ugly duckling
Except I never grew into a swan
The beautiful white swan

I am just one person
Lingering among this group
One who haven't succeeded in life
One who've tried but luck turns bad

Perhaps when the snow falls
And when summer begins
A new life is ahead of me
And maybe...just maybe
I shall turn into a beautiful white swan

Friday, September 28, 2007

Her Last Breath


My dear child
My mama used to say
We are humans
One body, one mind
Just like the others

But like an ugly duckling
We differ from the swans
We are not like the others
We are different...you and I

My dear child
My mama used to say
You and I, we think alike
You and I, we are like sisters
Never brought apart

My dear child oh my dear angel
When I am away, do not fear
When I take a trip to a place where only memories lay
I shall await you there
And watch over you till your time has come

My dear darling oh my baby
Even when my ashes are at shore
Or when my soul wonders
You will always be my baby
And I love you with all my heart
Was what my mama said
Before she released her last gentle breath

Friday, September 14, 2007

Life

Sometimes
It's just the way life is
Or the way life goes
In a way none can predict

Changes as we grow
Tougher as we age
Painful day by day
Silence overcomes us all

Thursday, August 30, 2007

Melody


Listen to that melody
Of gentleness and grace
It plays

Lyrics were soft and lovely
To the mind and heart
It dances

Summer or winter
The melody plays on
Remembered in the hearts of the beings

Thursday, August 2, 2007

Fake World


I often wonder
Is the world a fake
Just some legos
Put together

Are the people
Puppets, controlled?
Are the animals
Toys?

Are the trees
And the streams
And the skies
Our illusions?

Did someone from outside Earth
Sprinkle water as rain?
And shine a torch
As our sun?

Did someone place stickers
As our moon and stars?
Is the world
Just some legos put together?

No Point


What is the point
Of trying?
When you gain nothing
Nothing but rejects

What is the point
Of learning?
When you can't achieve
Anything but tears

What is the point
Of having hopes?
When hopes turns into vapour
And vapour becomes air

Happy Birthday!


In the darkness worn by the surroundings
Was a light shone afar
The rythm of strength appeared
And then a new day born

Bless the God
For given this day
A special day
For a new born one

On the 25th of June
A baby boy born
With speed, he grows
Till one day
He has a family of his own

He is my father
Grown into a man of wisdom
And today is that special day
To wish him "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Invisible Box


There is an invisible box
A box where feelings are kept
A place for sadness
A place for frustrations
A place for loneliness

Invisible as it is
Secretive is the box
As the feelings stored
Are not known to none

Thursday, May 24, 2007

True Me


Look into my dark brown eyes
Tell me what do you see
Do you see me
Or do you see someone else?

Look into my dark brown eyes
Do you feel what I feel?
Are you beginning to understand
Me as me?

Look into my dark brown eyes
Tell me honestly
Do you see my inner beauty?
Have you come to know
The true me?

Mirror


A mirror
Typical mirror
Reflects images
Of what it sees

Not knowing
What is real
And what is not
Just the act that it sees

Men are mirrors
We see what is not
Just the costume worn
By another man
Is what we acknowledge

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Soaring



In the clear blue sky
The white clouds all drifting
I saw an eagle
Soaring freely to freedom

I saw an eagle
Soaring elegantly
Showing it's beauty
In the sea of clouds

I saw an eagle
Soaring confidently
Towards success
In the bright blue sky

I...
I want to be that eagle
I want to soar
I want to fly
I want to spread my wings
And fly up high!

Define Death


People live
And people die
Why?
Why must we suffer like this?

One moment they are here
The next they disappear
Life's full of mystery
We cannot predict

Yes, indeed
Curiosity I have
Confusion I'm in
So please
Help me define death

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

Earth



Many years back
The sun ablaze
The moon alight
Breathtaking were the skies

Many years back
The trees once chat
The flowers once played
The animals once in harmony

Many years back
Proud were the mounts and hills
Almighty were the oceans
Greatful was the Earth deep in its core

Many years back
Beauty once lived
Happiness once arise
Peace was adored
In a place called Earth

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Secrets



My own
My world
Only me
And only will I know

But then...
Desire as I have
The desire to share
To share it with someone else

But who?
Whom shall I trust?
for this world of mine
Dark and lovely memoirs stay

Friday, April 20, 2007

Fright




The world turns dark
Like a black hole in outerspace
Even if the sun
Shines bright above

Only fright
Touches your body
Only whispers of ghostly voices
That reaches your mind

Horrible thoughts begin to form
In that imaginative mind of yours
And that trickling cold sweat
Begins its presence

A dark black hole
You are in
For fright
Haunts you whether day or night

Saturday, March 24, 2007

A Leader!




In the morning dawn
I want to be the sun
That illuminates
The Earth

In the dark blue night
I want to be the moon
That shines
The ground below

In the unfairly human world
I want to be the leader
That leads others
In all their lifes

Never will I be
The sky
Nor the stars
Neither a follower
For I am a leader
That will lead forever!

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Too Late for I Love You



"Hello darling. How are you today? You look very beautiful like you always are," were all that she could hear from her boyfriend. Nevertheless, she was always sad with grieve. She had everything any girl could wish for. Charming, a good boyfriend, intelligence, you name it.....except for one.....eyes.

Lily was blind ever since she was borned. She had never accepted the fact that she was blind. However, there was a man, Chris who fell in love with her although he knew that she was blind. They have been together for like years. As years goes by, he loved her more each day. Lily on the other hand, she couldn't see the love that Chris was showering over her. Chris didn't mind at all. He waited patiently for the right time.

That night, when the moon shone brightly and the stars twinkling with joy, Chris took the chance to ask her this: "We have been together for so long. And even if you can't see me, you're still beautiful in my eyes. Lily dear.....would you marry me?" As soon as those soft, tender words reached her ears, Lily paused for a moment. She didn't know what to reply to that answer of her boyfriend. Therefore, she slowly and gently asked him to give her some time to think over it as to not break her dear boyfriend's feelings.

Although Lily's words had striked Chris's heart, he kept on thinking in a positive manner, hoping that after a few days of thoughts, Lily would say yes. Well, two days had gone by and Lily came up with an answer. It was hard to say it out to Chris knowing that he would be crushed but she gathered all her courage saying 'no'. Chris who was in curiosity asked " Why won't you marry me, Lily dear? Is it something wrong with me? or is it that I'm not good enough for you?" Lily in return said " No, Chris. There is absolutely nothing wrong with you. You have been good to me. It is because of me that I can't be with you. I am blind, Chris. I want get married only when I am able to see the world. Seeing the world around for once and admiring you. So therefore, I have to say no. Sorry, Chris."

After that conflict, months later, Lily received a letter from the hospital. Lily's mother read it out to her. The content in this letter was this:


Dear Miss Lily,

We have found an organ donor who have willingly wished to donate a pair of eyes to you. Please do present yourself at the hospital as soon as possible.
Thanks.

Sincerely,
Dr. Vincent


Lily was flying sky high. She was so excited that she arranged for an appointment with Dr.Vincent the next day. Chris heard the news too and was also happy for her.

The day had come. Lily was going to have a pair of eyes! Her relatives had all present themselves at the hospital. However, the person Lily was looking for was not there. Chris was not there. Many questions began to form in her mind. " Was Chris angry with her? Had he found another woman outside?....." thought Lily. But now this isn't the time to worry about that. It was her dream to have eyes. Eyes that could see. Eyes that could admire everything around. Eyes that could do so much. The operation began and it went on for a few hours. Finally, Lily was out of the operation room.

Several days passed. It was time to undo the bandage on her new eyes. As the bandage was slowly undone, she could see a little light. Then to her mother and to everyone else. It was a miracle! " I can see! I can see! Oh my god! This is a miracle! Doctor, please do tell me who the donor is, oh please do tell!" said Lily with joy. A feeling she had never felt in all her life until now. Doctor Vincent replied " Sorry, Lily. The donor does not want to be known. But I am sure you will find out one day but for now, enjoy your eyes. See everything that you have always wanted. Congratulations, Lily. You are a lucky girl."

Again, days passed so fast for Lily. Chris appeared in her life again that very Sunday. The day before, he had called her to ask her to meet him at his appartment. That Sunday, Lily went to his appartment. The door of Chris' appartment was open. It was strange to find that the door was open. But as soon as Lily entered Chris' appartment, she was stunned. It seems like Chris' had been planning something for the both of them as the appartment was decorated with balloons and roses. Suddenly, Lily heard a voice at the back of her. It was Chris who had crept at the back of her to surprise Lily. He covered Lily's eyes with his hands and asked her not to look at him yet. There, Chris asked again, hoping that this time things work out, "Would you marry me, Lily dear?" Lily turned and took a look at Chris. Instead of feeling happy, she was instantly filled with disgust and hatred. She shouted with anger saying, " You're blind, Chris! How could you do this to me! I was blind and all this while, you did not tell me that you were blind! I will never, ever marry a blind man like you, Chris! I am sorry. I have to go now." Lily quickly left the appartment without even staying to listen to Chris' part of the story. Chris on the other hand, he felt so deppressed, dissappointed, and useless. For the whole day, Chris was only thinking over and over again of the words Lily used on him. "I will never marry a BLIND man!" was what Lily said.

The next day, Lily received a letter from Chris. She opened it and read it. The letter said this:


Dear Lily darling,

To tell you the truth, I was not borned blind. I used to admire the nature around like you are now. Watching you smile, watching you cry, watching you touching my face. Those were times when I had eyes to see. But now, just several days ago, I had gave my eyes to a person that I've devoted all my heart to. You are having my eyes, Lily darling. Please do take care of them. Hopefully, even if we part now, those pair of eyes you are having now will still give you memories I had when I was with you. Therefore, Lily dear, treasure them with care. Goodbye now. It is time for us to move on in our lives. Hope you are happy with my eyes.
Remember, I love you no matter what.


Love,
Chris
(Your donor)


When Lily read it, she felt a sudden guilt in her heart. Tears began to flow out from those pair of eyes. "It was Chris all along. This is his eyes. How could I be so cruel to him?" thought Lily to herself. That morning, Lily drove to Chris' apartment to ask for forgiveness. However, as soon as she arrived, a crowd was already in front of the appartment. Lily hurried over to the crowd to see what was happening. There, laying on the road, was Chris' body, bleeding non-stop. Lily couldn't believe it. "It was all my fault," thought Lily. And she took another glance at Chris and she saw in his hands, was a photo of her and Chris. They were smiling and hugging each other in a beautiful park which was where they first met.


Lily knew now. It was too late for her to say sorry or just a word of thank you and 'I love you' that Chris really deserved all along. Only those pair of eyes she is carrying now that could remind her of Chris.









Foolish Overcome Smartness


Learnt I have
Though impossible it may seem
That even the most intelligent man
Is the fool amongst us

Lonely he can be
Deserted will he be
As he is too dilligent
For us all to connect him

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Believe In Yourself


Sometimes
What you see
Is not what you see
And what you hear
Is not what you hear

Thus
Look with your heart
And listen with your soul
As it is the believe in yourself
That makes the whole thing real








Friday, March 9, 2007

Time Flickers By


Time flickers by
Like the speed of light
Not even a second
Will it turn back

Tick! Tock! Tick! Tock!
It says
'I'm moving forward
So must you'

Tick! Tock! Tick! Tock!
It says again
'I'll never come back
So treasure me
Before I go'

Time flickers by
Some of us
May never have the chance
To do something meaningful
Till' time flickers by

Tick! Tock! Tick! Tock!
It says once more
'I'm sorry
If you're left behind
But I must move
So don't waste my time!'